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Ok i really am not ok now. First the love of my life well i thought he was... but if you read my previous journal you would understand the pain i have in my broken heart... but now the lead singer of one of my favorite bands growing up killed himself today. Chester from the band Linkin Park is dead. I wish this was fucking nightmare. I knew he was suffering from depression like me but i just... wish he could have held on longer. I was even planning to see him in August but.. this is just unbelievable. I will buy the last Linkin Park album now in memory like i need to do with Bowie. I only have his greatest hits but i own all of Chesters albums. I... really really am not ok right now. FUCK MY LIFEEEEEEEEEEE! Im trying not to hit my head against a wall right now. why couldnt it have been fucking Donald ass Trump or Russel Brand?! whyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy.
I really wish this was a god damn nightmare and i was drunk and dreaming this shit up but holy fuck someone just give me a hug and tell me everything is going to be alright. cus i feel like the world has gone to shit.
I really wish this was a god damn nightmare and i was drunk and dreaming this shit up but holy fuck someone just give me a hug and tell me everything is going to be alright. cus i feel like the world has gone to shit.
R.I.P. Rudy :''''''''(
Well as the title says, Rudy passed away on Wednesday this week during my lunchbreak at work. He was suffering from Cushings Disease, which is common for his breed along with other terriers. Basically it is like arthritis but worse and shuts down their organs. Rudy was so bad because his kidneys, and liver were shutting down and he could no longer walk upstairs, sleep on my bed with me or barely go outside to the bathroom. Then one day when he went to the bathroom we noticed blood a lot of blood. We took him to the vet that morning while I was at work since he continue to experience blood the next day as well and our vet said he had a severe
R.I.P. Earl :'(
ummm greetings everyone reading this.... no i am not dead... i just have been avoiding this website for a long ass time do to sorting my head out these last nearly 2 years and trying to find a job which i finally have... and will be busy with it. with 40 hours a week.. and have hardly any free time to myself. but that is all i will say on my job matter no further questions will be answered for my safety of my job sorry. all i will say is that its office work and leave it at that seriously i am not going to explain it dont ask me. i cant for legal reasons. heck i might have to delete this journal later O_O
anyways as you can probably read fr
R.I.P. Toby
As of 9 am on Thursday Toby the Mexican white Schnauzer passed away. We first noticed something was wrong on Monday afternoon when we could not get him to eat his dinner. We assumed due to his teeth and old age that they were rotting away and it hurt him to eat. We tried to give him softer foods he likes like chicken and fish but even his favorite foods still could not get him to eat. My mouth then the night before his passing tried to give him medicine and as he opened his mouth he cried. We knew then something was not right. To make matters worse, he started to shake more and lay his head down like his mouth was sore. My mom called the vet
I might have a serious medical condition O_O
last night i was experiencing some mild chest pain as i was sleeping. woke up this morning to an even more intensified pain between my breasts and below my bra line. my mom makes me call the doctor assuming it was an upper respiratory infection since im crying that it hurts to breathe. when i get to the doctor he is pressing around on my chest and saying if i did not have a cough or any other pain in my ribcage or sides then it was pain related to something else. he then asked if my bra size was effecting it, or my spine. i said no since i have the correct bra size and never get chest pain during back aches. usually just sometimes headaches a
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