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last night i was experiencing some mild chest pain as i was sleeping. woke up this morning to an even more intensified pain between my breasts and below my bra line. my mom makes me call the doctor assuming it was an upper respiratory infection since im crying that it hurts to breathe. when i get to the doctor he is pressing around on my chest and saying if i did not have a cough or any other pain in my ribcage or sides then it was pain related to something else. he then asked if my bra size was effecting it, or my spine. i said no since i have the correct bra size and never get chest pain during back aches. usually just sometimes headaches and my back felt fine. after feeling around on my chest he said i couldve possible sprained my sternum while sleeping or other things but wanted to do blood work to make sure my hemoglobin levels were fine and that my white blood cells were working properly. there could be a possibility that i am anemic, have blood cell problems or worse. freaking the fuck out hoping im ok. they have to take apparently according to my mom 4-5 bottles of my blood and my mom had to rub my head and hold me down while i screamed and shook violently because i was freaking out so bad when they drew my blood. the nurse had to call my mom into the mom because i could not calm down. the large needle had me panicking so severely. i really really really do not do well around needles. i felt mildly dizzy after but not entirely sick to my stomach. i was still shaking afterwards as well. i just hope i can sleep tonight since as i lay on my bed now...im struggling a bit to type this as my arm is sore from the blood work and im biting on my lip to ignore the chest pain. it feels like a hammer pounded my chest or like i have an orange in there that has been freshly squeezed for juice. if that makes any sense? idk... but yeah
PS: im pissed cus unless this clears up or we figure out whats wrong i cant drink any caffeine which means no coffee. thankfully i can drink hot decaf tea... (i drink only hot herbal or snapple but shit snapple has caffeine NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO)
PS: im pissed cus unless this clears up or we figure out whats wrong i cant drink any caffeine which means no coffee. thankfully i can drink hot decaf tea... (i drink only hot herbal or snapple but shit snapple has caffeine NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO)
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aw my friend , hope they can get to the bottom of this problem so you can be well again . Needles suck , I have been poked many times over and it is no fun . Hang in there